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Sunday, October 31, 2010

stabback ke betrayed?

hurmmm..bler susah jer en cri aku? mslh korg sume nk share skali ngan aku..yup aku trime..sbb aku nk jdi kwn mcm yg org nk..susah sng sme2..tpi aku jer ker? korg? byk kali korg wat bnde sme kat aku..tpi aku diam..korg pergi mne2 lupakn aku..korg jer yg nk pndi..korg igt aku x nk..tpi bler korg dh kne hujan susah..sume nk cri aku..sume bru t'igt kat aku..sggup abeskn kredit call aku nk tny knp nie..knp tue..dgn mslh korg...korg x pdulikn pown hati aku kn..aku x kesah kalo korg nk ckp aku per2 kat blkg aku..aku dh x kesah...korg wat laa per2 ngan khdupan korg..aku dh x kesah pown..tpi korg susah pown kalo aku mmpu tolong aku tolong..diri aku n hati aku nie x perk...sbb sume org ibrtkn hati aku nie x pnting..mgkin sbb korg x prnh nmpk air mata aku..korg cuma nmpk tawa aku..itu jer yg korg nmpk..mgkn sbb 2 korg x prnh pdulikn hati aku..x perklaa kalo mcm 2...aku nshatkn korg..jgn wat org len mcm 2 yer..kter x prnh nmpk air mata dier..x b'makna dier x prnh ader mslh...x b'makna dier x pny hati n perasaan..i hope dat person read this post..tpi mgkin korg x kn trase sbb aku x prnh ckp per2...tpi muhassabah jer laa diri..

Thursday, October 28, 2010

primary schools

SEKOLAH KEBANGSAAN TERUNTUM

my 1st school..kat sini laa blaja mcm mne nk jdi leader..yup..i still remember..d first day in dat school..duk kat kelas 1 Rajin..kelas yg pling last..oo n hell yeah..x nk ckp per2 pasal kelas nie..i was put in dis class sbb lmbt dftr drjh 1 mse dlu..yup it was my mistakes..b'dsrkn kecermelangan yg ckg nmpk..haha..poyo jer...my class teacher ( isteri ckg borhan ) msukkan dlm kelas 1 Arif..kelas 1st kat skolh 2..at first mcm x nk laa..yerlaa sbb mcm dh ske gler ngan kelas 2..cme disbbkn a few person yg snobbish gler nk mati..i accepted that offer..first2 msuk kelas 2 tkot jugak laa..yerlaa dh smggu i guess duk kat kelas len then suddenly kne masuk kelas org len..thx God..ader jugak budak yg senasib..soo x derk laa lonely sgt kat kelas 2 nnti..1st person i'd met NURUL HIDAYAH..i called her dayah..we've been together 4 all d time..she's one of pupil yg excellent jugak...tpi mse drjh 2 dier kne pndh..dayah thx 4 colour pencil 24 btg FABER CASTLE awk 2..huhu..then exam pown dtg..hahah..drjh stu blaja per jer bhaii??mcm kat skolh tadika jer dier nyer basic..ooo n hell yeah..i'd learnt Bahasa Arab..huhu..best2...( ana tilmizatun..kitabun..ismi Nurul Husniyah..etc ) okeyh..for d first exam result..i've got num 2 in d class..rmi bdk t'kjot jugak..sbb bdk 1 RAJIN DPT NUM 2..sooo korg rase korg hebat laa? igt aku x mmpu..tpi x puas hati lagi mse 2...keep on kerja kuat..until 2nd exam..i've got num 1 dlm class..lagi laa x puas ati bdk2 2...result sume 90 n above..wahh sounds really genius n brilliant..pas2 another 3rd n 4th exam pown dpt num 1...tros t'diam bdk2 2..hahaha...pas2 pde 2 smpi laa drjh 4..i was put in ARIF class..sume result pown x num 1..num 2-5..top 5 student...huhu..mcm2 laa kngn2 kat situ..oo n desbbkn result 2 laa..i was offered 2 be a prefects..yup..n 1st time jugak laa mse 2 pki tudung..oooo fyi i wore tudung..fully tudung mse form 1 nk msuk form 2 after my purbity..okeyh..kat skolh nie jugak laaa...byk pergi campping..byk wat itu byk wat ini..sume sbb kn pengawas pnye pasal..n i still remember mse jamuan..jamuan pngawas akhir tahun..every year mmg sgt gempak..thx 2 ckg Maznah n ckg Baizura..i've managed my duty perfectly mse jdi pngawas..


group friends :
-mohd shahril
-mohd amril shauqi
-mohf afif
-mohd nasrul nafidzie
-kishen

nie laa kawan kumpulan yg t'baek mse drjh 4..yup..i'm d one n only girl dlm group 2..sounds weird..or kalo org bce sounds mcm pempuan x tahu malu mcm 2..who caressssss...dh ckg yg nk kasi grouping mcm 2..nk wat mcm mne...plus ini cter lama laa dey thambi..okeyh..alsn ckg..husniyah kn open minded..friendly..boleyh kwn ngan sume org..bdk2 pempuan len nie susah sket ==' fineeee laa ckg..nseb mse 2 sye nie x pndi nk lawan..okeyh fine..lgpown i've been friends with them pown dh lme..okeyh sye trime..hahah..my bff dlm group 2...afif..shauqi n shahril..mereka laa rakan t'bek yg sye prnh ader....dlu my shaker prnh hilang..mgkin t'cicir..pas2 ader sorg budak nie jmpe..x nk mention nme dier..wat malu die jerr...okeyh..dier jmpe shaker 2 n mngaku 2 shaker dier..WTH..that's mine laa you buffalo...pas2 ngadu laa kat bdk 3 org nie..oo n hell yeah..including MOHD AIDID ADHWA..shahril..shauqi n aidid...they help me a lots..yup sbbkn mereka laa..i'm managed 2 get back my shaker..thx guys..2 slh stu kngan yg t'indah 4 me..i'm also got a few girlfriends jugak...

-BALQIS
-FATIN
-AINI
-QURATUL
-AFIFAH


tpi sumpah sye ckp..sye x rpt ngan dieorg..mgkin ikut genetik mak..rpt ngan budak laki..tpi nie sume cter lama...kami msih lgi b'hubung antr stu sama len..dierorg pown byk m;bantu jugak..



to ;
-SHAHRIL
-SHAUQI

smpi skrg..korg jelaa manusia yg aku x prnh jmpe lagi tahu x?i wish aku jmpe korg jugak one day..aku nk tahu mcm mne hidup korg skrg..miss u guys a lot..sbb kn korg..hubungan nie aku jge smpi skrg..aku hrp korg igt aku dudessss...



mcm mne leyh lost contact ngan dieorg sbbnyer i've been moved 2 Bentong mse drjh 5..yup drjh 4 sper jer yg adr hp??sooo lost mcm 2 jer..




SEKOLAH KEBANGSAN SULAIMAN..

my second primary school..kat sini ader byk gak pngalaman yg best2..hoyeahhh..kat sini laa skolh di mana husniyah m'punyai rmi kawan perempuan..haha..

-NOR HUSNA 'AMIRAH

she's one of my bff kat sne mse 2..rmi org ckp kami kembar..kata mereka muka kami sama..hoho..plus kami sme2 ank polis..tpi bapak dier ketua polis bentong n my father was koperal jer mse 2..ktorg sllu gak hanging sme.kat skolh sllu b'sama..n 1st i found stu2nya org yg makan mi x kunyah tros telan...haha..pelik2...dier mkn mi x kunyah tpi telan ngan air..air gas plak 2...i was so worried ngan dier masa 2..hoho..n mse drjh 5 die ketua..die pown bdk bru kat skolh 2..tpi die ketua..n i was her penolong mse 2..dh msuk tgh thun dier dh x tahan nk pgang jwtn 2..katanya bdk2 getting worst..sume x nk dgr ckp dier..dier pown brenti..ckg asked me utk jadi ketua..at first x nk laa...gler berat laa jdi ketua nie..plus i'm a new student mse 2..ckg pown rmi lgi yg x knal..tpi ader rse tggjwb en mse 2..poyo jer..trime jer laa..n my assistant mse 2..aizuddin embong..hahaha...klaka..ketuanyer pempuan tpi pnolong nyer laki..mmg klaka laa mse 2..tpi alhamdulillah dpt handle bdk2 2..bdk2 tu cme kne tune sket jer pmikiran dier.pas2 dieorg dgr laa ckp kter..hoho..n yup..sye prnh mngaja bdk pemulihan mse 2...x reti bce lgsg..zero..notink dlm otak dieorg..dieorg cme tahu b'ckp tpi x prnh tahu mngeja lagi2 nk m'bce mcm kter nie..dierorg normal smpurna tubuh bdn..n even ader yg couple okeyh..tpi mgkin IQ dierorg slow sket mungkin..i was soo pity on them..sooo i teached them slowly..mreka knal huruf thank God..sooo it will be easy..plus dlu mse tadika..sye prnh mngaja sorg budak nie m'bce..n her mom impressed wif me sbb ank die boleyh m'bce sket2..b'bekalkn kemahiran mngaja yg ader..ahakss..dieorg dh boleyh m'baca sket2..mse 2 i was in 5 Wira...kelas kedua..ader ckg yg x nk bdk bru dlm kls 1st..kelas Tiara..per igt aku x capable kot..n rmi jugak ckg t'kjot bdk kls wira mrkh lagi tggi pde budak kelas tiara..x tahu laa knp otak masa 2 sgt bgos..mungkin msih suci..x derk anasir2 yg mlampau kot mse dlu..n yup..i haven't m'carot mse kecik even p'kataan "babi"..how suci my brain mse kecik dlu..huhuh..final exam i've got num 1 pas2 kne laa nek kelas..huh..dh nmpk mampu bru nk cri ckg2 nie..pilih kasih btol..n dh nek drjh 6..kne plak jdi ketua kelas...weyh tlglaaa..bru msuk kelas 2..sbb kelas 2 rmi sgt pngawas..pngawas x ley jdi ketua..ookeyhh ==' fineee..jdi laa...okeyh nie another story..funny story..i've made ketua pngawas lelaki nangis...hahah..MOHD SYAKIR FARHAN..hahah..nangis sbb kne blackmailed kalo bising nme dier nek kat ckg..suh ckg bgi kat GPK HEM..pas2 lucut jawatan..haha..mnangis dier bkn men...klaka jer kot..padahalnye...cme ugutan..bukannya kau wat btol2 pown..haha..klaka..pas2 ader jugak prgrm MENTOR-MENTI..my mentor was ckg MARIANI ALI...n was my science teacher..mmg results sume dlm tgn dier..start pde 2 blaja sungguh2 nk dptkn 5A dlm UPSR..n alhamdulillah dpt jugak 5A dlm UPSR..thx utk sume ckg kat SKS..kerana kalian sye b'jaya..thx 4 ilmu ckg2 sume..ckg dollah..ckg zainariah..sume2 laaa...ckg lechumanan..n sume kwn2 kat sne...sbb korg pown dh byk tlg..



yup dis post wast being posted sbb tbe2 t'ingatkn wak2 skolh dlu..tbe2 rse nk blek zaman skolah2 dlu..zmn di mana sume masalah x derk..zaman x kne marah..zmn yg selekeh 2 laa yg bahagia..ohh yaaa...zaman di mana arwah wan n aki msih lagi ader...yup i miss dat moments..if ader doraemon kat sini..mmg dh mntk p'tlgan dier nk tgk zmn dlu2..zaman di mana ketawa 2 hri2 wujud..zaman di mana tiada air mata..zmn di mana x knal lagi erti perasaan..




walopn zaman 2 dh b'lalu tpi ia masih sgar dlm ingatan..dn akn sntiasa segar utk dijadikan kenangan yg t'indah..dn juga crite wat ank cucu kita..igt knangan nie baek2..

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

empty

mom is the precious person i've ever had..i just can't imagine how was my life without her..how i'm gonna survive without her..

who will :
-teach me how to cook?
-nagging me?
-asking me to massage her feet?
-accompany me to d hospital?
-advising me in particulars matter?
-look after me?
-wake me up in the morning?
-always calling me before n after my class?


how empty my life without you mom..even though i always keep your heart hurts..but i do love you very much mom..i keep thinking of you all the time when i'm doing something..i love you with all my heart..i feel so guilty when i'm doing something wrong..but in d same time i'm sooo ego and do not seek for forgiveness from you..i'm sorry mom coz i've hurt you a lot..but you will always forgive me 4 all my wrong doing..i know you have cried a lot bcoz of me..i'm sorry mom..
sorry 4 everything mom..


my promise :

i'm gonna
-feed you when you r getting older
-look after you n dad all the time
-do anything just 4 u mom


i love you with all my heart mom n dad...

Saturday, October 23, 2010

jikaku tak bangun esok pagi

Jika ku tak bangun esok pagi
Sayangku kau jagalah diri
Sentiasa ingatkan hati
Dirimu amat kucintai

Andainya dihimpit kesusahan
Sujud dan mohon pada Tuhan
Agar diberikan bimbingan
Meniti hidup bersendirian


Bila terasa sejuk pejamkan mata
Bayangkan dalam dakapanku
Bila terasa rindu pejamkan mata
Kita bersua dalam lena

Kalau ada yang sudi mengganti
Sayang lepaskanlah ku pergi
Kerna sayang seistimewamu
Berhak tuk dicinta dalam hidup

Sayang… tiada apa yg kekal dlm dunia ini
Namun yang pasti walupun ku tiada nanti
Cintaku .. akan kekal abadi

Kuberharap kau tak akan lupa
Mengirimkan bekalan doa
Kita jumpa lagi disana nanti
Jika kutak bangun…..esok pagi
Jika kutak bangun esok pagi



i dunno y..these few days asek nk ckp pasal mati..feel like..x taw laa..yup..semua org akn ckp..dh ckup amalan ker?dh ckup pahala ke ygdh t'kmpul..dis answer is not yet..tpi at least..i have cut my sins yg dh b'bakul2 2...x payah lagi nk kumpul2..but i wonder..ader ke org yg akn igt kita bler kter dh x derk kelak??



awak ;


jika saya x bgun esok pagi..sye nk awk tahu..awk sntiasa dlm hati sye..sye akn sntiasa m'cintai awk..sye hrp sye kekal dlm hati awk..n kalau ade org yg hadir dlm hidup awk..jgn awk sia2 kan dier yer..jgn kerana sye awk hilang hati awk dri mnerima mne2 perempuan yg lebih layak dicintai..awk..sye syg kan awk..jika saya x bgun esok pagi..jgn lpe doakn sye..dgn doa jer laa tnda awk mngingati sye..sye hrp andai kter smpi di sini..sye nk awk sntiasa igt kn sye..sye nk awk kenangkn kisah kter yer?abadikan kisah kter..sye nk awk tahu..awk smpurnakan hri sye..lagi stu wakk..sye nk awk tempuh hri2 nie mcm biasa..sye x nk awk sedih..kalo awk sedih awk x syg sye..setitis air mata awk ibarat racun wat sye..awk jgn nangis yer?? jika sye x bgun esok pagi..kalo ader yg boleyh ambil tmpat sye..jgn t'agk2 x trime dier yer??sye x nk awk kesepian..sbb sye tahu..sye ader tempat utk awk kn??walaupun sye dh tiada..i can't never imagine..how was ur world without me..janji dgn sye wakk..relakan pemergian sye..sye t'seksa kalau awk x relakn..kalau awk sygkn sye..relakan yer syg...


i will always love you..

a house should be a heaven to children

parents :

- stop nagging
- stop lecturing
- stop asking us do this and do that
- stop searching 4 mistakes
- stop conquering
- stop thinking dat u r d only person who always right n haven't done any mistakes
- stop being unfair to children

u stop dat then a house would be a heaven 2 children

it's getting more difficult

18 is not good enough to convince a parents..even u have well education..great jobs..higher ranking..popularity..wealth..or anything..it's just dat 18 is not good enough..for them 18 is just a beginning of life..a life where u have 2 stabilize ur position, ur finance..it'll be fine if u have undergo 21 n above..an age where u have reach a maturity...yup MATURITY..dat's d suitable word dat i can describe based on dis situation..it's the age where u can convince a parents who wanted the best for their daughter's life..i hope u can faced this kind of situation for our sake..

Thursday, October 21, 2010

thanks 4 these

i just met u last monday..n i'm starting 2 miss u again..thanks 4 these





i really love them and appreciated them..u know what this is the best present i've ever had from a man..thanks sayangg..sejak awk ambek tuyuq sye..sye x derk teman utk tdo..but now sye leyh tdo dgn lena smule..sbb awk bgi sye teman tido yg bru sbb awk nk ganti ngan tuyuq..awk jaga tuyuq sye 2 elok2 keyh?sye syg tuyuq sye 2..dri drjh 3 tau..sye pown dh kasi nme kat tman sye yg bru nie..citcit..hehe..smpena nama awk..buncit...tpi sye wat nama 2 lagi comel laaa...dier wangiiii..hri2 sye cium bau dier..hehehe...tlinge dier panjang..hri2 sye men korek telinga dier... awk ckp

"sayang...jaga rabbit nie elok2 keyh..sye bagi rabbit nie sbb sye tahu awk ske carrot kn?n sye tahu awk ske bnde2 yg comel..sbb 2 sye kasi nie kat awk..awk jaga elok2 tau..kalo awk rindu sye..awk peluk rabbit nie kuat2..nnti rindu awk lepas laaa"...

ooo n yeahhhh~ tiap kali sye rindu awk mmg sye peluk citcit nie...sye dpt rasa kehadiran awk..n also thx 4 d teddy flower...sye x prnh brangan yg impian sye nk ader teddy flower nie t'capai tau..u should be proud..sbb awk laa org p'tama yg buat impian mat jenin sye nk kn bnde 2 t'capai..dh x mat jenin dh..thx awak...


tiap2 hari awk wat sye makin syg awk..mkin rindukan awk..i wish u were here..missing u like crazy..




this is my citcit...she/he 's sooo pretty n wangiiiiii~ i love it

thx 4 dis..sye mmg prnh brangan ader org kasi bnde nie..but then awk laa org yg ptama kasi bnde nie...dn sye harap awk juga org t'akhir yg bgi bnde nie..did u get wat i mean?? sbb sye nk awk laa org yg p'tama n t'akhir yg ketuk pintu hati sye..dis is not a joke...


i love u today..
i love u tomorrow..
i love u everyday..
n i love u forever..


buncit ilysm

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

my little angel


i'm glad u was born nur adriana batrisya..i'm glad dat u can wipe ur mom's tears..having u in dis world is just like having a little angel..even i can be with u 4 a short period..but u have make my heart blooming..u make me laugh..u make me smile..u make me wants 2 wake up early in d morning just 2 see u..u make me wants to be wif u for 24 hours..u make me wants 2 sing 4 u..take care little angel..may ALLAH always be with u sayangg..


tisya sayangggg..
nnti dh besar jdi ank yg solehah yer..dgr ckp mama tisya..kesian dier..jangan nakal-nakal yer..mak ngah sentiasa sayangkan tisya..bler besar nnti jdi ank yg pandai yer..ank yg dengar kata..i wish u know me..i love u tisya...mak ngah always be here for u sweety.. :')

Friday, October 1, 2010

happy birthday!!!


its ur birthday laaa



HAPPY BIRTHDAY : MOHD FIRDAUS BIN MOHD ALI


may all ur wishes come true..hadiah nnti laa yer..awk dh tua pown... ;P
n yeahhhh~ kiter dh sebaya pown..hahaha...sooooo awk x yah nk prasan lagi laa pasnie yg awk 2 muda pde sye..bluekkkk...


semoga

: awk sihat sntiasa
: awk nnti full wif prosperity
: awk brjaya dlm per jua bidang yg awk ceburi
: impian awk t'capai
: sume yg bek2..